2007 are the best year tat i ever had but it was the most heartbreaking year
Thursday, November 01, 2007
hey der..im back..life wasnt really tat good..
daddy was admitted in the hospital on 27 aug just becuz of very high fever.my 3rd sis,mummy n i send daddy to polyclinic.the doctor refer him to the hospital.n he was admitted to sgh.every single day i was there beside him.same goes to mummy n sisters.first five days mummy sleepover so that she could help daddy if he needed help instantly..i sleepove on the 4th day.at tat night,daddy was breathless.i quickly called the nurse to attend my dad.the nurse was fucking useless.she took her own sweet time to call the doctor.i was tottally pissed off.i keept pastering her.20mins later,the doctor came.they pull the curtain n we haf to wait outside.i dunno wat the hell did the doctor did till my dad shouted in pain.it must be painfull cuz my dad wont let out his emotion unless it was really2 painful.i knew it was really2 painful cuz i heard his reaction.tat night,he was admitted to icu.it was very painful seeing my dad with life support oxygen.it was the most painful thing tat i ever gone through.seeing someone u love so much,lying on the bed helplessly.
every single day i pray n hope tat he could breath on his own as soon as possible cuz i cant bare lookin at him suffering like tat.4 days later doctor said tat he could breath on his own without life support.we was so happy n thank god.a few days later,daddy was transfer to ica.we knew tat daddy is getting better.but it doesnt last tat long.daddy had internal bleeding.the doctor called n said tat my dad needs to go through surgery asap..it was a very high risk surgery tat it may risk his life.but still the surgery must be done.me n 3rd sis send dad to operation theater.we pushed my dads bed while talking to him.letting him know tat everything is gonna be alright.though he din respon so much due to his fever.its was very sad seeing my dad entering the ot.a few minutes later.just a few minutes later.my 2nd sis came.she cried cuz she din get to c my dad b4 the surgery.the doctor said tat daddy may not be able to talk again like he used to as he may lead to unconcious for 1 months due to the effects of the surgery.the only thing tat we can do is pary to ALLAH.
8hrs later,the doctor came out n searching for us.we was waiting anxiously to know the result.the doctor said tat everything was doing great.we thank god again.every single day,we looking for hopes.hoping tat my dad may be concious again..god's will,my dad recover less than 24hrs.
a few days later he was admitted to ica..again,we was happy cuz hes gettin betta.a few days later,he had high fever.again,he was admitted to sicu..tbc
daddy was admitted in the hospital on 27 aug just becuz of very high fever.my 3rd sis,mummy n i send daddy to polyclinic.the doctor refer him to the hospital.n he was admitted to sgh.every single day i was there beside him.same goes to mummy n sisters.first five days mummy sleepover so that she could help daddy if he needed help instantly..i sleepove on the 4th day.at tat night,daddy was breathless.i quickly called the nurse to attend my dad.the nurse was fucking useless.she took her own sweet time to call the doctor.i was tottally pissed off.i keept pastering her.20mins later,the doctor came.they pull the curtain n we haf to wait outside.i dunno wat the hell did the doctor did till my dad shouted in pain.it must be painfull cuz my dad wont let out his emotion unless it was really2 painful.i knew it was really2 painful cuz i heard his reaction.tat night,he was admitted to icu.it was very painful seeing my dad with life support oxygen.it was the most painful thing tat i ever gone through.seeing someone u love so much,lying on the bed helplessly.
every single day i pray n hope tat he could breath on his own as soon as possible cuz i cant bare lookin at him suffering like tat.4 days later doctor said tat he could breath on his own without life support.we was so happy n thank god.a few days later,daddy was transfer to ica.we knew tat daddy is getting better.but it doesnt last tat long.daddy had internal bleeding.the doctor called n said tat my dad needs to go through surgery asap..it was a very high risk surgery tat it may risk his life.but still the surgery must be done.me n 3rd sis send dad to operation theater.we pushed my dads bed while talking to him.letting him know tat everything is gonna be alright.though he din respon so much due to his fever.its was very sad seeing my dad entering the ot.a few minutes later.just a few minutes later.my 2nd sis came.she cried cuz she din get to c my dad b4 the surgery.the doctor said tat daddy may not be able to talk again like he used to as he may lead to unconcious for 1 months due to the effects of the surgery.the only thing tat we can do is pary to ALLAH.
8hrs later,the doctor came out n searching for us.we was waiting anxiously to know the result.the doctor said tat everything was doing great.we thank god again.every single day,we looking for hopes.hoping tat my dad may be concious again..god's will,my dad recover less than 24hrs.
a few days later he was admitted to ica..again,we was happy cuz hes gettin betta.a few days later,he had high fever.again,he was admitted to sicu..tbc
