Wednesday, September 24, 2008
well peeps!im back again.it has been a long time since ive updated due to sum probs.ceh!haha.alota things happened recently.
alot la..like damn alot la...
from 2 blind date to WORST date ever.dilemma,giving up,disappointment etc.
my life maybe easy but oh well,its not as easy as u think.
im turning 18 on this coming September.
let me repeat it again,im turning E-I-G-H-T-E-E-N and my curfew is getting tighter.
im just out of word.so does my boyfriend.but thank GOD he understands my situation.
but he sucha rebellious boy.
naughty2.
but im not.haha
he gave me his opinion but doesnt mean i need to apply it right.
so i filter it and took those reliable one.
FREEDOM had always be the main reasons of my life.
i had to inform my whereabouts to my sis.and i haf to be back home b4 4pm during sch days.
ive to inform them where my exact destination im heading to and im not allow to go anywhere else.
my curfew is untill 10pm.
if i exceed 10pm,even 5mins late,i have no choice but to face the music.
im too terrified to even talk about it to my sis even im not happy about it.
ive been over protected since i was a kid.
my parents and even my sisters are overprotecting me.
ive been ask to do what i dont really want.
i dont usually speak up cuz to them,im always the YOUNGEST.
even at this age,i have no major responsibility besides studying.
ive been spoon feed till now.
even in real life,my mum still feed me with her bare hands.(hehe)
apology for the side-tracking.haha
after my dad pass-away,3rd sis took over his responsibility.
my bills and everyday stuff are paid by my 3rd sis.
1st sis granted whatever i demand for.
what i need to do is that just took my hp out.
dial her number.and request whatever i wanted
even a hand bag that cost $400 she would still get it for me without hesitating.
she sponsor most of my make up stuff form es tee Lauder to Maybeline.
shes more like a genie in my life.
she grant whatever i wanted.
2nd sis don't really get me anything.
its not that she don't favour me or what but shes very thrifty.
so HOW I MANAGE TO ENDURE???
the reasons why i manage to endure is that I'm a family oriented person.
so i don't really mind spending my whole week with my family besides i don't even have a choice of going out with my fellow friends.
that's the answer to my endurance.
haiz....I'm just disappointed with my life.
shut the fuck up seriously.
