Thursday, October 30, 2008

I'm feeling very very upset now.i was totally looking forward to continue our conversation on the phone with my darling.but just right after i done massaging my sis's leg,i called him.unfortunately,his FATHER pickup the phone.as usual,i was totally being so blur and "mindless".i kept quiet for few seconds den i replied.after that i was stupid la.after i hang up the phone den i just realised that i was totally upset la.ALMOST CRY OKAY.see,I'm badly affected by it.i cant imagine how am i going to go thru not having him around me for damn 4DAYS.I'm dead by then i guess.haiyoooo..he don't usually sleep this early.but poor baby.he must be really exhausted.BUT I MISS HIM.*sob sob*.if only i had the ability to wake him up and hear his voice again.well,that will never happen i guess.I'm still feeling very upset.ok,ok.must maintain.dun cry.haiz..im still upset after all.:(((((((


