<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/33034406?origin\x3dhttp://spelloflust.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>


Saturday, November 15, 2008


i just cant stop things from happen.
tho i knew it badly that i doesn't want it.
its either i deal with it or i give up.
i don't know if u don't let me know.
i want things to happen.
but i really don't know what should i do.
there's no theory u can get in the books, how to deal with blablabla.
i never change.
this love never change either.
but situation lead to this.
maybe,i shouldn't be expressive in the future.
I'm not selfish.
but i cant keep things from myself.
maybe i should learn to keep things to myself from now onwards.
its either i deal with it,or give up life.
if that's best for u,I'm more than willing to do it.
I'm speaking right now,from my heart.
u told me,if i don't wanna lose it,den win it.
tell me how?
i cant do this on my own.
i really cant do this on my own.
put me away if u need to.
its either u let me in,or throw me away.
cuz i know where I'm standing right now.
i dont have the power to erase the past.
if this hurt u,it hurts me more.
I'm sorry.
I'm really sorry,from being such a
useless.





i guess,
u will never see those smile anymore..


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com