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Thursday, September 03, 2009
i don't know what i really want in life.
sometimes its very difficult not having daddy around.
I'm struggling to make my own decision.
I'm afraid of my own decision.
I'm struggling to be independent.
and I'm terrified about it.
i should know what i want in life by now.
but it seems like what i want doesn't really work out.
every eyes are on me.
i tried to listen to everyone to pleased them, but not to pleased myself.
guilty plays within me whenever selfishness arises.
i don't know who i should turn to because I'm afraid to speak up what i felt cuz' I'm afraid to be judge.
im afraid of my future.
im afraid of what is waiting for me.
im terrified.


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