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Monday, October 19, 2009
2nd sis and family came to pick us up to send us home from the long trip.
it felt like it has been a long time since i saw my nephews.
like the usual, my 6yr old nephew never fails to cheer me up with his smiles and hugs whenever he sees me.
i had few conversation with my 6yr old nephew.having some aunt and nephew session of bonding.while i was talking,i just realised how fast they have grown.my 6yr old nephew already started wanting to look good just like an adult.he asked his mum(my sister) to get him a hair gel.woah!i have no idea where he knows about all this stuff.must be from his friends.u know,kids in school are just like us.hahaha.
so while my 8 and 6yrold nephew was playing with my 5yrold niece,i heard misunderstanding between the two brothers.and the most unfavorable part was that when i heard the elder ones,pouring harsh words towards his brother.so i pull him aside and talked to him.more unlikely talk la.i was merely scolding him.hahaha.but really,that shouldn't be happening la.there should be mutual respect between them.so biase la,bila tgh lecture punya lecture,dia pun luar kan hati dah perasaan dia.ni part,sungguh tak sampai hati.i know that his mum had been pushing him alot in academics.high expectation.play less study more.and i mean,really play less.his mum put him in top schools,student care,tuition,home revision.aku pulak yang merana bila tgk dia mcm tu.
he was crying when he was pouring his heart out.it was really heartbreaking for me when he said that.and its even heartbreaking to know that I'm so helpless.unable to change the situation.the other day,i left my number in his note book.leaving a msg telling him to call me whenever he needs someone to talk to. i know that,no matter what,he must be strong.i cant bare to lose him.and i know,bad things might happen if this matter goes on.

To my dearest Daneal Irfan,

maksu know how difficult things are around u now.
i know i are such a smart boy.
u have to be strong no matter what.
maksu loves u alot.
auntie loves u,nenek loves u too.
everyone here loves u sayang.
i really love you so much too.
please behave well.
maksu wants the old daniel irfan whom never fails to brighten up my day and harsh words never exists in ur vocabulary book.
i will always be here for u sayang.
u can call maksu anytime u want.
every things gonna be alright soon, insyaallah.
take care of urself love.=)


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